It has been so long as if you were always here next to me as if you were always a part of me. Is not about the first time that I saw those eyes and your short hair, is not about going to summer school together or sitting next to each other on mrs. Hoover class or even physics. Or maybe it is , maybe somewhere down the rode I forgot who was who if you existed in my head or were you sitting in front of me ( freaky hah? Well is not my fault that you are the voice in my head) somewhere between crashing in Sina’s bed or talking to your mom, somewhere between crying on your shoulders or laughing in ER, somewhere between falling in love and out of love and knowing that you would be there, somewhere between the nonstop talking and unreasonable laughs and anxiety over the abnormal psychology class or Sayid not answering his phone. I know that you are a part of me because I can’t imagine any important event ( or any event at all ) with out having the image of you ( even if you weren’t physically there which is rare) I remember rustin being born with you next to me, I remember moving out of that house with you packing my things I remember me with you. You know even if we fuck with each other’s karma I think you are the best thing that happened to me ( see I am just good then marry me :D ) .